A Meaningful Dream

I just wanted to make a short post to let you all know that I haven't forgotten my dear blog! I've been incredibly busy and so much has happened since my last post. I can't discuss about it at the moment because precious homework calls my name. As of now I'm a bit behind in my classes. Sigh. Once I get caught up I will begin to make more posts! In the mean time, stay warm for goodness sakes. 

For our final project in Space Studio we were assigned to construct and design a kite. Of course with step-by-step directions. 

Knowing that Wayne State is sometimes a wind tunnel, I needed to make sure I picked a kite that could handle high winds. I picked the Dowel Rokkaku Kite. It was large, intriguing and could handle high winds. Although, I wish I would have looked at the directions a bit more before making a final decision. 

I'm not quite sure where I got the idea but I wanted to infuse feathers between two pieces of plastic sheeting for my design. My professor suggested I use an iron to fuse the two pieces together. Thing is, I don't own an iron and didn't feel like spending money on it. I resorted to my hair dryer. I knew it would work the same way and I felt that I would have more control with it. I never dry my hair (because it's really bad for your hair) and haven't in over a year. Finally I had a reason to use my hair dryer!

I traced the design using a thick black sharpie onto the plastic sheeting and laid it flat on the table. I didn't realize how large four feet was...

I wanted to include a variety of colored feathers in my design. I played with the feathers moving them around trying to find a proper place for them. I picked through the bags searching for the best and fluffiest feathers. I literally spent two hours doing this. I wasn't pleased with the variety of colors. If I would've had green, black and orange I feel that I could've made it work. 

When I was playing around with my feathers, the blues and reds that really intrigued me. Even when I was plucking through the bag of feathers. The blue especially caught my eye and I couldn't take my eye off of it. Lately I've been digging royal blue and red together...

A classmate of mine who always happens to come in whenever I'm in suggested to put a break in the pattern by adding pink. Funny thing is, I did that before she even came. Reason why I didn't like it then was because I had teal feathers in the pattern too. I liked how it turned out. 

Sadly I was unable to get any photos of me attempting to fly my kite. One of the dowels snapped in half within a few seconds of air time. I was pretty bummed actually. I spent A LOT of time building this kite. I didn't even mention the second day I came in to finish my kite...let's just say it was very frustrating. And of course when we arrived on the field my professor took a look at my kite and told me I put the string in the wrong places. Great I thought. I spent a good time in the freezing cold fixing the strings so it had a better chance of flying. As mentioned before, I did get it to fly...for a little bit. There was a lot of taping and mending the kite on the field. Luckily David showed up and helped me out with it. I didn't want to give up, I was going to make it fly one more time. Which I did, but only for a few seconds before it plumaged to the ground. Even after re-taping the dowels, re-doing the strings and readjusting the fly-line it wouldn't fly. My professor knew it was cold and we had already been out there for a long time and he told us that we could go. If he hadn't of told me to go I probably would have been out there FOREVER trying to make the damn thing fly. I know if I had built it better, it would have flown.

Here you can see exactly where the dowels snapped. 

Fortunately this kite wasn't being graded. It was more of a end-of-the-year-fun-project sort of thing. I had fun, but I also hated building this stupid thing. I should have picked a different kite to build to be honest. I probably would have had more fun if it were a smaller and easier kite to construct. But I didn't completely hate the project, it was fun for the most part and a nice way to end Space Studio. 

Remember that horrendous straw structure that I made not too long ago? Yeah, that ugly looking thing. After we created the straw structure we were assigned to re-create it with 1/4 inch thick wood. But this time we had to make it related to a three foot pedestal. Since I hated it so much I decided to change the entire design. 

I went into this assignment with an open mind and was rather excited. With this assignment we had the privilege to work in the wood-shop. I've never worked with wood or "dangerous" tools (sander and bandsaw) before. The supplies given for this project were: five pieces of 1/4 inch thick wood that were six feet long and rice paper to create planes later on in the project. The first day I spent sketching. I felt that I needed to redeem myself from the last project. When I showed my professor my drawings he told me it was too complicated and only having a limited supply of wood, it would be impossible. He mentioned to try and make it more simple. To be honest I never did anything simple because in my mind, simple wasn't good enough. But it was what I needed to do. So I went for it.  

I ran out of time and didn't get to do everything I wanted to do. I wanted to have the piece start from the ground, lay on top of the pedestal, have some of the wood hang off and attach that wood to the pedestal giving it the effect of the piece going inside the pedestal. My work broke while I was putting it away, which made things worse for me...at the time. I needed to come back on my own time to glue everything back together. The pedestal wasn't in class. I had to glue everything from memory, in hopes that it was done correctly. I also had to attach rice paper using homemade rice glue in places I felt necessary. 

I used strips of rice paper instead of large squares or triangles. I knew that if I had used larger pieces my form would lose the effect. I also wanted to create different shapes with the strips. As mentioned earlier, I was gluing from memory and without the pedestal. Of course, I glued the bottom piece the wrong way, giving it a whole new look to the piece. Which ended up working out extremely well...

I missed the actual critique for personal reasons. The next class my professor and I took the time to look at what I made. As we were walking around my project we noticed that when looking at eye level and sometimes squinting it would create shapes and forms. It was rather cool to be honest. It ended up being the best part of my project. At least I think so. I'm sure my professor would agree. 

To see the structure change form you have to physically walk around it. I tried to capture those odd shapes in the pictures below. 

During the building process a piece of the wood broke in half. Instead of redo-ing it I decided to embrace it. Sadly, it didn't work the way I wanted to. The splint would have been much better if I had sanded the ends of the wood and placed the other pieces differently. Perhaps having the pieces decrease in size. This was a last minute finish as you could probably tell. 

In the photo above you can clearly see how viewing my project from different angles creates more shapes. 

Look to the bottom left, you can see one shape transformed into many shapes here too.

Overall, I was pretty happy about my piece. I wish I could have made it to critique to hear what the rest of my classmates would have said. What I learned from this project was to handle my project with more care to avoid damage, embrace accidents and hope for the best. 

Behold, my final project for my Photoshop class. Is it the coolest thing I've done? No, I don't think so. I like my self portraits much better. For our final we're supposed to create an extended image. I didn't want to do another self portrait because I wanted to do something different. I did take the concept from my Luna self portrait and used it with this work. I used the idea of using more than one vibrant color and making it one photo. I won't lie, the color sequence I picked throw me off a bit...but that's why I like it. Thoughts?  

To show how committed I am, I now have a "blog book". Already wrote 3 pages worth while drinking my Joy Tea! 

  

Something amazing happened to me in my Philosophy of Art class. I felt it necessary to share.

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I arrived to class late because I was too focused on my photo assignment from my previous class (oops...). I wasn't that late though, just by a minute or two. Anyway, I stumbled into the class with all my supplies: backpack, purse and twelve 1/4" dowels. A classmate of mine and former resident of mine (I was an Resident Advisor last year) turned to me and quietly asked me "What are those for?" referring to the dowels. I replied: "They're for my final in my Space Studio class, we're building kites!" I pulled out the template for my chosen kite and showed her. After her nod of approval, she whispered "I stumbled across your blog through a friend of mine. I was quite inspired by it". "Oh really? Wow, thank you!" was all I could really get out. I was in somewhat shock because I really never spoke to her much. Even when she was my resident. She wasn't on my floor but we still waved and said hello whenever we did see each other. Where I was sitting in class today wasn't my usual spot either, normally I sit in the back corner. I like feeling like I can see everything going on. Since I was late, I lost that "spot". Which ended up being a good thing! 

After class I turned and told her how much I appreciated her sharing how she has seen my blog and has even been inspired by it, because it seriously made my day. The little girl inside of me was dancing. It's really exciting to hear that people are finding my blog, reading it and are inspired by it. I'm happy to know that people I don't really know, are finding my blog. I think that's the beauty of her brief comment. It's just nice to physically hear that my audience has expanded. Of course I'm so thankful for EVERYONE who has been following me since day one. If it weren't for my first readers, I may have not kept up with my posts! 

Remember the good ole' days when Myspace was the thing? Gosh I do. I spent HOURS customizing my page, adding all the cool effects and trying not to piss off my friends when making my "top 8". Such troubling times...lol. Anyway, of course I had to top it off with a cool profile picture. I can't remember exactly where I got the idea to start photographing myself in different scenario's. I believe I saw someone have a really "awesome" profile picture and thought to myself "I can totally do that". So I did. What was weird was how much I enjoyed it. It no longer became about having the best profile picture, it was because I enjoyed it and knew I was decent at it. Plus come on now, who can't love my pretty face? Kidding...maybe. Here are some past self portraits, all of which I took with my handy dandy point and shoot camera I had at the time. My timer only allowed 10 seconds for me to run into position...I ran a lot trying to get the "perfect" photo. I can't help but laugh at some of them though. It's okay if you laugh too, I won't be offended. 

Reason why I wanted to post these was to show the progression of my "self-portraits". I've come a long way...

There is something about the out-come of this photo that I cannot take my eyes off of. I can't put a finger on why I admire it so much. It's not even the fact that it's my own figure I used, it's the photo itself. Thoughts? 

For my photoshop class we were assigned "self-portraits". At first I was like "ugh", I have to make sure that I actually look good to take a picture of myself. I was completely clueless of what I wanted to do too. I had this idea of making myself half of a skull, but it didn't work out the way I wanted it to. I figured I'd try using a skull made out of flowers instead of an actual skull. This is what I came up with. 

After doing that, I felt like doing more. I had this concept of putting my face in the moon sort-of-thing. I searched for the perfect photo for what seemed like hours. I played around with different photo's of myself to find "the best one". I was going to make this idea come to life, I was determined. Which I find rather funny that I discovered the final "faces" by accident. I was playing around with saturation, vibrance, hue and lightness. I dragged the lightness a little more than I intentionally wanted to and bam! My face was no longer a sphere, but rather the texture of the moon. Originally, I wanted one whole " moon face" to show and not eight. I can finally relate to finding what works the best on accident. I'm so proud of these works...I never really like the final production of my art. This work makes me happy.